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[08 Aug 2006|01:13am] |
today i spent about twenty minutes walking around my back yard during what must be the most amazing storm i've ever seen.
it was like a strobe light,
it was like the middle of the day and it was like 11 pm,
some sort of illuminating brilliance,
i was kicking my volleyball around and it was like slow motion.
some of my closest friends are leaving right before senior year.
i mean,
i know i won't see many people after senior year,
but i'd like to enjoy the year itself.
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(1 made love to me | make love to me)
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[18 Jul 2006|11:14am] |
cold silence has
a tendency to
atrophy any
sense of compassion
between supposed lovers
between supposed brothers
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(make love to me)
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| edgemere? |
[23 Apr 2006|06:06pm] |
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bob dylan-mama you been on my mind |
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"yeah, i mean, edgemere's as real a place as towson or anybody else,
we've got a traffic light and everything!"
hahahahahahahahahaahahahahahaha
:).
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| it's all i know |
[28 Feb 2006|06:17pm] |
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plaisir d'amore |
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i just want,
..
i really don't know.
i think i'm lost.
but i know exactly what's going on
and i'm happy.
haha
strange
:).
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| you're looking a little dirty there, comrade! |
[23 Feb 2006|09:33pm] |
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neil finn - don't dream it's over |
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i wish i had something deep and thought-provoking to write.
but i don't. you'll live.
everything's been going all right for me lately.
i'm getting to do things i haven't gotten to do in a long time that i've wanted to.
i.e. read.
i can't stand school anymore.
i want to graduate, and go to school far away.
and talk to like 5 people from around here.
and it's probably the same 5 people who would care about talking to me.
i want to start writing more.
i want to go to the american dime museum.
and i'm supposed to go see a show in (april?) to see fall of troy.
i don't know them, but from really good sources i hear it should be fun.
:).
at any rate,
i'm tired.
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(4 made love to me | make love to me)
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| woot |
[10 Feb 2006|08:15pm] |
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stop! in the name of love!!!! |
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KATIE IS MY SENIOR PROM DATE!$@#%h#$#$%^n$#@%!@%%##$%
patrick is coooooooooooler than i ever will beeeeeeeeeeee
hoo-ah.
mood rings = AMAZINGGGGG
:D.
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| break? |
[28 Jan 2006|12:19pm] |
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sonnet no. 18 - shakespeare |
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i shall pass
through this
world but once.
any good
that i can do,
or any kindness
that i can show
to any
human being,
let me not
defer or
neglect it,
for i shall not
pass this way
again.
on an unrelated note,
the variety show was last night.
and was pretty fun.
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(make love to me)
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| ? |
[19 Jan 2006|07:49pm] |
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10 Music you've been listening a lot to lately:
1. jeff buckley -hallelujah
2. fare thee well (ten thousand miles)
3. janis joplin -take another piece of my heart
4. bob marley -kaya
5. bob dylan -is your love in vain?
6. phil ochs -changes
7. eric andersen -thirsty boots
8. the clancy brothers -barbera ellen
9. duncan sheik -barely breathing
10. enya -only time
9 Things you look forward to:
1. this weekend in pa
2. spring break in san fran
3. summer in connecticut
4. summer chilling with peoples in npv
5. graduating
6. college
7. figuring out what i'm going to do with my life
8. playing my music
9. taking classes over summer
8 Things you like to wear:
1. blue jeans
2. longjon shirts
3. tshirts
4. vans slipons
5. old man hats
6. old man shoes
7. old man jackets
8. scarves
7 Things that anger you:
1. people
2. bad music
3. people copping out on shit
4. shit that goes on that confuses me
5. messing up
6. hangovers
7. people confusing me... intentionally?
6 Things you say most days:
1. fuck
2. shit
3. heyyyyyyyyy
5. i don't give a fucc!
6. little biiitch!
5 Things you do everyday:
1. brush teeth
2. wash face
3. play music
4. listen to music
5. talk about above.
4 People you want to spend more time with:
1. my dad, i guess
2. myself
3. people i don't know
4. people i should hang with more often
3 Movies you could watch over and over again:
1. 40 year old virgin
2. schindler's list
3. bob dylan: no direction home
2 Of your favorite songs at the moment:
1. journeymen -500 miles
2. janis joplin -another piece of my heart
1 person you could spend the rest of your life with:
1. how the fuck am i supposed to know?
:P.
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| new years resolution |
[03 Jan 2006|06:04pm] |
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jeff buckley |
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this year
i resolve
to never
ever
drink
bacardi 151
again.
(maybe).
hope everyone had a good one...
and in the meantime:
extremely long survey
ABOUT YOU
Your full name:: Matthew charles jones
Age:: 16 (17 on the 18th!)
Height:: 6 even-ish
Natural hair colour:: dark brown
Eye colour:: hazel
Number of siblings:: 0 that i know of
Glasses/contacts?:: nope
Piercings:: zero
Tattoos:: zero
Braces?:: never
FAVOURITE
Colour:: black
Band:: bob dylan (he's a singer, he has a band)
Song:: jeff buckley's hallelujah right now
Stuffed animal:: i dunno
Video game:: call to duty
TV show:: that 70's show
Movie:: 40 year old virgin right now
Book:: 1984
Food:: pizzabites
Game on a cell phone:: bowling
CD cover:: dylan and the dead
Flower:: lilly of the valley
Scent:: incense
Animal:: me dogs
Comic book:: simpsons
Cereal:: wheaties
Website:: http://en.wikipedia.org / www.myspace.com/araggedclown
Cartoon:: family guy
DO YOU
Play an instrument?:: about 4 (sax, piano, guitar, harmonica)
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: hell no
Like to sing?:: yep
Have a job?:: no chance
Have a cell phone?:: yep
Like to play sports?:: yes
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: nope:(
Have a crush on someone?:: nope:(
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:: nope:(
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: nope
Have any special talents/skills?:: sometimes i think so
Excercise daily?:: yep
Like school?:: yes
CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?:: most of the way
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: i guess?
Speak any other languages?:: a little
Go a day without food?:: yep
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: don't like to, but yeah
Read music, not just tabs?:: yes, all the time
Roll your tongue?:: kinda
Eat a whole pizza?:: yes
HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?:: yes
Cried to get out of trouble?:: no
Gotten lost in your city?:: nope
Seen a shooting star?:: yes
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: yep.:)
Had a serious surgery?:: no
Stolen something important to someone else?:: stickers
Solved a rubiks cube?:: yes, but i cheated
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: occasionally
Cried over a girl?:: kinda?
Cried over a boy?:: nope
Kissed a random stranger?:: yes.
Hugged a random stranger?:: yes.
Been in a fist fight?:: ish
Been arrested?:: yep-ish
Done drugs?:: yep
Had alcohol?:: i'd say so
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: yes.
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: haha yeah, on one that had like 60 floors
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: almost
Swore at your parents?:: not really
Been to warped tour?:: twice
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: fuck yeah
Been in love?:: i don't know
Been close to love?:: i don't know
Been to a casino?:: yep, been kicked out, too
Ran over an animal and killed it?:: no, i'd kill myself
Broken a bone?:: yes
Gotten stitches?:: no, i should've though
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: no
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: close
Made homemade muffins?:: horrible ones
Bitten someone?:: not hard
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:: yes
More than 5 times?:: probably
Been to niagra falls?:: i wish:(
Burped in someones face?:: yes!
Gotten the chicken pox?:: a little
WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth:: this morning
Went to the bathroom:: earlier
Saw a movie in theaters:: two nights ago
Read a book:: in the process right now, before that, last week
Had a snow day:: awhile ago, a month?
Had a party:: never really at my house
Had a slumber party:: when i was little
Made fun of someone:: every day (today)
Tripped in front of someone:: probably today
Went to the grocery store:: today
Got sick:: about 2 monthes ago
Cursed:: a few minutes ago
PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables:: fruits
Black/white:: black
Lights on/lights off:: on usually
TV/movie:: movies
Car/truck:: car, anytime
Body spray/lotion:: body spray
Cash/check:: cash please
Pillows/blankets:: blankets
Headache/stomach ache:: stomach ache
Paint/charcoal:: charcoal
Chinese food/mexican food:: chinese
Summer/winter:: both
Snow/rain:: snow
Fog/misty:: fog
Rock/rap:: rock
Meat/vegetarian:: (iwishiwasa) vegetarian
Boy/girl:: girl
Chocolate/vanilla:: probably vanilla
Sprinkles/icing:: sprinkles.
Cake/pie:: pumpkin pie
French toast/french fries:: toast
Strawberries/blueberries:: strawberries.
Ocean/swimming pool:: a pool
Hugs/kisses:: hugs
Cookies/muffins:: cookies
p33n/bewbz:: bewbz.
Wallet/pocket:: wallet
Window/door:: windows
Emo/goth:: neither.
Pink/purple:: tyedye
Cat/dog:: dog
Long sleeve/short sleeve:: longsleeves
Pants/shorts:: longpants
Winter break/spring break:: winter break
Spring/autumn:: autumn
Clouds/clear sky:: clouds
Moon/mars:: the moon
FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?:: i really don't know, i'd like to think a few:(
What are their names?:: you know your names.
Do you have a best friend?:: i guess not.
Have you ever liked one of your friends?:: not recently
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:: about even i guess
Have you ever lost a friend?:: yes
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:: yes
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?:: ninja roll?
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:: not really
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?:: took a bullet
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:: laid down in traffic
Do you miss any of your old friends?:: yes, every day
What friend have you known the longest?:: a lot
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:: daily
If so, what is it?:: everything.
How often do you spend time with your friends?:: a lot
Do any of your friends drive?:: yep
Has a friend of yours ever died?:: yes
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:: oceancity
What do you think your friends think of you?:: i live close by, what else is there?
LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?:: i don't know:(
If you have, with who?:: i guess not then
Are you single?:: yep
Are you in a relationship?:: no
If so, for how long?:: i'll die for them tomorrow
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: if you find the person, then yes
What is your idea of the best date?:: walk
What was your first kiss like?:: ordinary
How old were you when you got your first kiss?:: 12-ish?
Do you think love is a load of shit?:: people make it out to be...
Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?:: they're all the same
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?:: kinda
Have you ever been dumped?:: haha yeah
Have you ever dumped someone?:: no
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?:: sex?
WORD ASSOCIATION
Slippers:: plaid
Hat:: hemp
Hard:: helmit
Free:: spirit
Space:: unknown
Taste:: bad
Good charlotte:: boyband
Red:: red river
Deep:: profound
Heart:: merely there
Cord:: the sacred chord
Cheese:: sandwich
Rain:: sad
Work:: boring
Pedal:: bike
Head:: hat
Bed:: tired
Fluff:: pillow
Hardcore:: radical
Race:: cars
Knife:: murder
Jump:: jumpdafuckup!
I....
am:: stoic
want:: to go to sleep
need:: what i cannot have
crave:: what i do not have
love:: breathing
hate:: breathing
did:: /do not remember anything from new years eve
feel:: all right
miss:: swansboro
am annoyed by:: myself
would rather:: be doing something productive
am tired of:: dawdling
will always:: feel this way
SILLY STUFF
What is your favourite genre of music?:: folk
What time is it now?:: 633pm
What day is it?:: tuesday
Whens the last time you called someone?:: earlier today
How much money do you have right now?:: maybe 20 bucks
Are you hungry?::no way
Whatcha doin?:: this fucking thing
Do you like parades?:: yeah
Do you like the moon?:: who doesn't?
What are you going to do when youre done with this?:: going to the grandparents
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:: not really
If you could have any magical power what would it be?:: find out the unknown
Have you ever had a picnic?:: yes
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?:: yes. i sucked.
What about sock em boppers?:: yes. sucked at them too
Are you wearing any socks right now?:: yes
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny?:: no
pretty?:: no
sarcastic?:: sadly
lazy?:: sadly
hyper?:: no
friendly?:: yes
evil?:: no
smart?:: not particularly
strong?:: not very
talented?:: a little
dorky?:: yes
ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or dont know)
high:: everyone
skip:: nate
dance:: play people
lonely:: max's bro
pen:: chris
flower:: no one
window:: no one
psycho:: everyone
brain freeze:: no one
orange:: old friends
sassy:: no one
jelly:: no one
FOR OR AGAINST
suicide:: for, it's my life
love:: for
drunk drivers:: against
airplanes:: for
war:: not for
canada:: for
united states:: it's just a word
rock music:: for
gay marriage:: for.
school:: for
surveys:: against
parents:: for?
cars:: against
killing::against
britney spears:: is she still alive?
coffee:: against
pants:: for
WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?:: in a minute
Play strip poker?:: yep
Run away?:: no
Curse at a teacher?:: nah
Not take a shower for a week?:: nah
Ask someone out?:: yes
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: no
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: i have
Go scuba diving?:: yes
Write a book?:: not smart enough
Become a rockstar?:: yes
Have casual sex?:: haha
LAST QUESTIONS
What shampoo do you use?:: any
Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?:: a big ago
What kind of computer do you have?:: compaq
What grade are you in?:: 11
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: yeah
Or just make out?:: yep
How many posters do you have in your room?:: a few
How many cds do you have?:: plenty
What time is it now?:: 638pm
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| any day now, i shall be released. |
[10 Dec 2005|05:43pm] |
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so.
i just got a journey record yesterday that i've been listening to nonstop.
it's the one with "open arms" and "don't stop believing on it."
it's weird, open arms was in my head, and then the record it's on is selling for $1.99
blaze.
and i also got a new seekers record, and peter paul and mary.
:D.
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| just a song of the moment. |
[15 Nov 2005|09:37pm] |
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the times, they are a-changing:). |
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it's been awhile, eh?
I said goodbye unnoticed
Pushed towards things in my own games
Drifting in and out of lifetimes
Unmentionable by name
Searching for my double, looking for
Complete evaporation to the core
Though I tried and failed at finding any door
I must have thought that there was nothing more
Absurd than that love is just a four-letter word
so yeah
i'm doing track and the play.
fuck everything else.
p.s.
:).
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| abc |
[13 Sep 2005|07:33pm] |
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against the wind. |
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A - Age you got your first kiss: 11-ish?
B - Band listening to right now: the journeymen - 500 miles
C - Crush right now: 0
D- Dad's name: mark
E - Entire name: matthew charles jones
F- Favorite 3 bands at the moment: bob dylan - journeymen - new christy minstrels
H - Hometown: newport, rhode island
I - Instruments: guitar, sax, piano, harmonica
J- Juggle: kinda
K - Kids: ugly
L - Longest car ride ever: florida
M - Mom's name: beth
N - Nicknames: matt
O - One wish: if i could do what i thought i could
P - Phobia[s]: none really
Q - Quote: moss clings not to a rolling stone
R - Reason to smile: classes
S - Song you last listened to: 500 miles
T - Time you woke up [today]: 630
U - Unknown fact about me: i listen to / read things a lot of people have never heard of
V - Vegatable you hate: potatoes
W - Worst habit(s): sarcasm
X - X-rays you've had: stomach
Y - Yummy food: cookies
Z - Zany friend: all of them.
:).
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| my schedule |
[12 Aug 2005|11:20pm] |
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muddy waters |
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to the less than 10 people who still would read my myspace:
a day:
chesapeake bay
trig / anal
history
english
b day:
engineering
piano
history
physics
a5b5 lunch, late both days.
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| it's a wild world |
[06 Aug 2005|10:39pm] |
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where the river shannon flows |
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fun night last night.
went over adam hall's with max and mikehunt.
until like 2-ish.
then i walked them back over max's,
and we slept in 5 different places this night.
since max couldn't get in either house.
1. my car
2. max's grandma's back yard
3. the pier
4. the porch
5. at 8 am, finally made it in the house
max's brother let us in...
then max's grandma was like "why the hell did you let them in?"
he said: "they were just on the porch and max said he was waiting for me to let him in."
so then we left and went to wendy's.
and the rest is history.
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| should old acquaintance be forgot? |
[25 Jul 2005|12:25am] |
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misfits / saturday night |
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so.
a year ago today i got a myspace.
(thanks again katie :D!!)
so i finally met val
that was pleasant.
and a lot of other things have gone on, i really can't remember them.
so i'll start posting more, so that i won't forget things to put in here anymore.
"how good, how good, does it feel to be free?"
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